Just 3 days before I left Semarang...

Hello Guys... 
first of all, I would like to say sorry for non - indonesian because I'll write my entry in indonesian this time.
its gonna be long entry hahaha so bear with me.. :D

yowww..
It has been a long time right, I haven't posted anything yet in this blog...
i know that today is not a good day to write a new post because today and tomorrow are my summative project days, but I just couldn't hold it hahaha...

yang pertama ak mau omongin :

aku baru tauuuu kalau NIKITA released her new album on December 2014 dengan judul " PEMILIK HIDUPKU ". Another awesome album enter my Nikita's album collection. 

I grew up by looking at her... dari dulu aku sudah ngefans berat hahaha... even my mother was hoping that I could be as pretty, nice, polite, feminime as her. Also her voice is also nice...

dulu... nikita rambutnya panjang, aku kepingin panjang juga... nikita pake rok terus, ak ngubah gayaku dari celana panjang-an ke rok haahaha ( walau awal2 aneh sihh.. agak ndak pantes gtu ). 

from this album, lagu Pemilih Hidupku sebelumnya ak dah denger di nyanyiin Jeffry s. Tjandra ( idola mama haha :D), dan ternyata versi nikita ndak kalah bagus.... ada bberapa lagu inggris... dan yang menarik pehatianku itu : MAKE YOU FEEL MY LOVE

lho... aku mulai gumun.. lagu ini started became popular from Adele. and I thought this song is not christian song.. but months after that, Sidney mohede sang this song... And now nikita did as well.

I still dont know thou, but still, it is a nice song... :D

" Semua yang terjadi dalam hidupku.. semuanya seijin diriMu... "

Foto rumah.. hahaha.. back to when I was still in my lovely city, Semarang...

Last Saturday, persekutuan pemuda nya sharing.. trus saling sharing tntng awal pertama menginjakkan kaki di new zealand. betapa Tuhan mengatur semuanya...

sebener e, ak cuman ngmng sedikit kemarin karna masing2 secuplik secuplik bagiannya....

and then I think that I should share my complete story because it is really 100% God's works ! :D

so...

bermula dari..

SMA KELAS 3 - SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL YEAR 12.

   Aku emg dah dari dulu bilang kalau mau sekolah animasi... sukaaaaa buanggettt ntn film animasi and I wish that my name can be one of the credit at the end of the movie !!

aku contact and apply banyak sekolah di banyak negara, and each of them has story why I end up in Media design school right now. 

1. ACADEMY OF ART SAN FRANSISCO

sekolah yg pertama kali ak temu di internet,,, sekolah e kerennn bangettt :'( 4 years full time at central city of SAN FRANSISCO.

alesan ndak jadi masuk :

- kejauhan... wii di amrik, bok... repot...

- kemahalan.... dolar amrik menggila... -___-"

- kelamaan ( 4 years - tekor di biaya hdup )

- minta IELTS tp versi amrik ak lupa namanya...

2. VANCOUVER FILM SCHOOL, CANADA.

wii sekolah ini adalah sekolah di mana spongebob berasal... avatar, kingkong, barbie haha, film2 keren ternyata dari sni...

alesan ndk jadi masuk :

- kemahalan

- kejauhan

- winternya minus parah... noooo !! hahaha.

- mreka cuman pnya diploma 1 tahun, sedangkan ak butuh bachelor.

3. UCSI, KUALA LUMPUR

wii, di malay sebener e enak wkwkwkw.. makanan e enak2. deket. tiket pesawat ada smg-kuala lumpur. enak deh pokok e wkwkw sekolah e ada asrama ne pula.. wow... waktu itu ndak jadi masuk sini napa ya.. aku lupaaa.. >_< 

4. JMC ACADEMY

ini prosesnya cukup jauh ni.. haha : dah dapet diskon uang sekolah dari sekolah e, dah ketemu lagsung ama gurune, dah wawancara, offer letter dah keluar, tnggl bayar... dia 2 years full time... hmm....

alasan ndk jadi masuk : wktu tu dolar ausie lagii tinggi.. trus mreka minta ielts.. mahal...

5. NEW YORK FILM ACADEMY

6. MEDIA DESIGN SCHOOL, AUCKLAND NEW ZEALAND.

Sekolah di mana ngoyoookkk teros. hahahaha. asline ak dah lepas ndak mau ke luar negri karna dh daftar UPH Jurusan musik greja dan BINUS udah bayar :( .

tp sekolah e terussss terus terus ngasii dorongan untuk cba apply and kirim portfolio.

waktu itu emg ada harapan ke nz karna dolar e ndk setinggi ausie. ( ak blm pernah ke nz, jd ndak tau kalau ternyata seperti ini negaranya.. ) haahaa. 

ak blg ama mreka ak blm ad ielts, dan ielts kupakai menjadi salah satu alesan buat nolak.. hahaha...

tp ak ttep kirim portfolio ku.. mama bilang " nok, ndak ada salah e nyoba daftar di seriusi.. kamu emg kepingin keluar negri tho dari awal biar bsa sekolah animasi. kalau masalah uang yg kamu takutke, itu tenang wae... ini kamu daftar, sampe nanti offer letter keluar saat e kamu bayar, tnggl di liat, papamu ada uang apa endak.. "

karna mama blg gtu, ak akhir e serius daftar and submit semua hasil kerjaku selama ini...

mreka ngasi ak test online new zealand goverment english test dengan di monitori mreka via skype... 

jujur, ak ndak bsa test e.. susah :( 

tp ak yakin, kalau Tuhan ngijinin ak sekolah di sekolah ini, test inggris ku ini pasti lolos...

lhah... tenryata lolos... :O

Hahahaa.. sejujur e ak sempet panik..  waktu di kabari lolos, itup un ak lg di korea jalan2 ama madeline... 

madeline kaget " os tenan e kamu meh ke nz ? " 

ak jawab " ak ya ndak tauuu med.... ak ndak 100% berani merantau ke sana sendirian. tp ak pengen... "

proses demi proses, doa demi doa...

semua ne berjalan cepet bgt... 2 bulan sebelum mutusi akhir e mau berangkat, aku urus visa... ak urus bayar2 sekolah.. ak urus cari temen buat tanya mau tnggl di mana.. karna new zealand itu for me an unknown land which is I dont even know where it is on the map hahaha. now I know...

"MASIH ADA TUHAN, MASIH ADA KUASA TAK TERBATAS... DIA PENCIPTA SEMESTA, DIA JUGA SANGGUP MENGUBAH HIDUPMU.. SEKARANG..."

mutusi mau berangkat nz itu, ngubah aku bgt..

ak setiap mnggu minta di tugasin di greja karna stelah ini bakal ndak bsa lagi... ak doa teroooss doa doa doa setiap malam... aku selalu blg " Tuhan... osa takuuuuuutttt sendirian di sana.. inggrisku belum bagus... ak ndak kenal sapa2... ak cuman bsa ngmng dan mnt tolong ama Tuhan... "

2 bulan itu ak sbuk banget....

hahaha.. karna semua temenku kaget soal e bakal ndk ketemu aku lg sampe 1 tahun, jadi pisahan ama sini, pisahan ama situ.. hahaha.

one thing that i will never forget,

3 minggu before i leave... papa tu kyak ngerasa bakal kehilangan salah satu anaknya,, trus jd ndk nafsu makan, kerja ndk bs mikir, makan nasi kuning sukaanku jadi sedih.... hahaha

ya emang sih...  aku sering bgt kemana mana berdua mbek papa...

love you dad !! 

continue...

ndak semua temenku tau nek ak ke nz, sampe ak pulang ke indonesia lagi, beberapa dari mreka ngomong " os ! ak rak ngerti nek kowe tekan nz !!! hahaaha "

yah... bgtulah..

berangkat ke NZ itu pure total kerjaan Tuhan... ak bener2 bergantung sama Tuhan...

1. akomodasi

aku awalnya udah fix mau rent di tempat orang indo, cicik2 gtu hehehe dia pnya rumah trus kamarnya di rent. tp aku 1 minggu sbelum berangkat di kabari kalau kamarnya ndak bsa di rent..

lhah.. ak bingung tho ya...

agent ku tambah bingung, anak ini mau di kemanakan hahahhaa.

lalu agent ku inget cik sinta... !! :D cik sinta ma ko bayu waktu ak pertama ke nz tu dah kayak malaikat penolong taraaaaaa... hahaha

ak rent kamarnya dia sampe desember karna cik sinta aslinya ndak mau nerima anak lagi, tp karna baik ama aku,.. jadi mauu..

oh, she was pregnant at that time...

wah... TUHAN ITU BAIK YA !! PERTOLONGANNYA ITU TEPAT WAKTU BANGET ! 

ak di bantu bnget.. dari rekening bank, makan, transport, greja, beli nomer perdana, diajari masak.. dll.

2. gereja

cik sinta bawa aku ke grejanya dia st. andrew... di city lokasinya..

aku bener bener bener bener bener bener bersyukurrrrr bangetttt ama Tuhan karna adanya greja ini... :

- INI KAYAK GKI GTU... PAKE LITURGI. ADA PENGAKUAN IMAN RASULI. LAGUNE KJ NKB PKJ ! ak bener2 seneeeeng banget. ak bs ttp pelayanan main piano... greja ne bhs indo ak bs paham dngan benar. ak ketemu banyak org2 indo lain.. jadi ndak sendirian... nambah temen.. :D

:( huweee seneng bangettttttttttttt....

aku mau tetep pelayanan terosss sampe ak dah ndak bsa lagi main piano...

( sudah di kasii skill bsa main, harus diabdikan kembali kepada yang ngasih dong... sebagai rasa terima kasihku juga... )

3. sekolah

bahasa inggris payah nekad berangkat, tp Tuhan bantu aku banget... hari pertama sekolah, aku kira ak bkal ndak mudeng sama sekali yg guru ku omongin...

ternyata guruku toleransi nya tinggi banget !! hahaha

ak bener2 mudeng... ak dapet temen juga... waaaa <3 

dan sekolah e kerenn...

dannn banyak lagi...

minggu depan papamama dateng karna ak graduation foundation.
fix 1 tahun ak dah di new zealand dan bakal graduation minggu depan.. jadi ak share apa yg sudah terjadi selama satu tahun...
ak bs pass foundation dengan nilai yg sangat memuaskan karna Tuhan selalu membimbing aku kapanpun ak start buat project...
everything is going well,
sometimes it is not, but it is well at the end.

YEREMIA 32 : 27
ayat favouritku...
" Sesungguhnya, Akulah TUHAN, Allah segala makhluk; adakah sesuatu apapun yang mustahil untuk-Ku "

jawabannya... ndak ada TUHAN ! NDAK ADA YANG MUSTAHIL, semuanya bsa terjadi asal Engkau mengijinkan :D
makasihhh Tuhan udah sabar ama aku...
makasii banget...

so guys...
this time i speak a lot... 
and sorry if there are some words that not good... :D

and yeah..
final words..
buat temen2 di indo..
thank you for always remember me, thank you for being such good and nice friends.. ahahaha.. thank you for not forget me....
nanti pas aku pulang, ketemuan yaaakk !!
atau sapa aja yg mau ke sini, I will be so happy to welcome you, guys !!!

buat papamama...
sehat2 terooosss... jangan capek2. jangan kuatir banget... jangan kerja teros juga... :D semuane udah cukup kok...
bsk pas ke sini, ati2 ya...
bahasa inggrisnya di usahakan ya.. hehe...

buat dedek...
ati2 d surabaya.. sehat2 juga... langgeng ama vete walau ldr... all is well kok. 
and then, sekolah yg pinter, jd chef pinter masak nanti masakin aku haha

buat temen2 st andrew...
akuuu seneng dan berterima kasih sekali bsa kenal dan jadi temen kalian.. ahhaa
di mana setiap ketemu pasti ketawa...
makaciii :D 

thanks God. for everything that You've done in me... and for me....

Night Walking ( with Canon Camera !! )

HELLOOO ALLL !!
It has been a long time I didnt post anything in here...

so, short story about me now,
I am starting Bachelor of Art and Design in 3D Animation and VFX Since July, and will be finished 3 year afterwards,
huwaaaaa... I am really nervous, I meet new class with bunch of people from so many different countries, lot of mexicans I think, and another Indonesian !! hahahahha.
I admit that I am not very good at making friends, like western culture, when they say " hello, how are you " and some other stuffs, that means they became friends....
but so far, I enjoy the class so much and can't wait for the next classes !!

another thing,
my class will be afternoon class since this monday from 1 - 5.30, but for monday and wednesday start 10.00 am !! I can't say that I hate the schedule, because the fact, I dont need to wake up early AS EARLY when I was in DC Class... hahaha
But it is really hard for me to find a part-time job and manage my time to finish all my formatives,
I really want to have a part time job ( like at least I can help my parents financialy )
SHORT WORDS : LIVING IN NEW ZEALAND IS NOT EASY

so,
This week and next week will be photography class...
And my SUPER AWESOME SCHOOL, MEDIA DESIGN SCHOOL, lend us one Canon Camera for each person !! wow.. hahaha. I have camera but I didn't bring it ( still at Indonesia ).
We are taught with a super cool teacher, he told us so many things to make a good composition on each photo that you take.
BASIC CONCLUSION : IT IS NOT THAT EASY AS YOU THOUGHT BEFORE.
But I like since I was still in High school hahaha I took so many pictures with my friends...

and here are some of my photos that I took tonight ( just chillin' around with the camera near by my apartment )...

COMBAT ZONE ZERO - DC FINAL GROUP PROJECT

So,,, haii guys, long time no see. hahahaa
how are youm hope you guys are doing well,,, :)
so, 
for 4 weeks we have been working on this project,
1 group 5 people and we have to make a good and REAL board game include the website, rulebook, gameitself, packaging, website, and presentation. and we are going to have an expo on thursday !!
and that is gonna be my last day on DC Before I step on bachelor class... hahahaha
so excited !!

so, yah, 
we came out with a name = COMBAT ZONE ZERO 
the story is :

10 years ago, Reapers attacked Earth. The Reapers dawned in fire, raining heavy bullets from the sky. No one wanted to believe that Reapers existed but when they showed up we were not ready. Our military forces were at breaking point. Colonel Doyle or Atlas as he proclaimed himself was exiled from the front-line military forces. In rage he began a new force determined to destroy the earth’s survival. He want- ed to use the Plasma (Reaper blood/tech) as a weapon resource for bad reasons. I on the other hand, see Plasma, as the last hope for humanity, seeing as earth is falling and we can no longer fight this war we have been fighting for 10 years. As this is my sole purpose I will conceal the plasma in secrecy only to be known by those who seek good intent - Stellar is our last hope... WHO WILL SUCCEED TO SURVIVE WITH A LIMITED PLASMA ?

AND,,,,
YOU GUYS CAN COME TO THE EXPO ON THURSDAY LEVEL 16 discovery room - MEDIA DESIGN SCHOOL AUCKLAND.

here are some photos :

The packaging

Group photo !! :)

The board

trade cards

character cards

rule book

game photo

playing

People change, isn't it ?

hello all.. yeorobbeun ><
how are youuu guys ? hope all is doing well.... 
I am doing well here, as well...
so...

< Aku lupa ini minggu kapan, - last time I played piano for Sunday Service on April >
hahhahaa..
I dont know why I like my outfit that day...

hadhu maluuu... 

so, I am wearing purple dress and grey sweater...

and my shoes theme colour is grey and purpleee.. :D aaa so cute..

i really like how my shoes is going well with the dresss hohoho..

soo,

after I went to church, I went to school to prepare my upcoming personal project...

on that day, my dad mom and my sister was going to Surabaya to looking for " kost " for my sister...

they went to one of the church at there and the met my junior high school friend and his family, peter CB :D

AND, by my dad phone, he video called me hahaha.. 

yah gelap..

he changed a lottt !! hahahah last time I saw him, he was shorter than me and his voice was so cute hahahaha.. but now, that cute voice and short leg are not on him anymore...

and then I came back home and cooked fried rice :D

see what i got for my egg...

twin chicks... so cuteee...

they are died and cooked together.. hahhaha...

this is the fried rice, I used ham lhooo aa so yummy hahaha..

well,

I will write again on my next post :D

SEE YOU GUYS

GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS YOU

Calosanema :D

Auckland Japan Day 2015

Yohooo...
Hello all... Halo Semua... Yeorobbeun !! :3
How is it going ??
I am writing this post while I am feeling so full in my stomach... ahahahaa. I just finished eating.
allright,
so, this is about Japan Day,
It is so sad though for me because my phone battery dropped off and I couldn't take any photos as much as I like... huweee... :'(
But I was so glad because i went there with Koh Stevie and Cik Gita, and they brought me POWERBANK That save my life hahaha...

I bought ramen for 5$ and it was so good, I also bought " gulali ", I mean sugar floss for 2$.. hahaha.

selfieee.. before I went to church. hahaha...

Hush Puppies special edition shoes colaborated with Anna Sui... <3 aaaaa so happy. hahahaa

It is going really well with my black dress.. hahaha.

so, Photos from Japan day,  ｀ｨ(´∀｀∩

me and Cik Gita ﾟ･✿ヾ╲(｡◕‿◕｡)╱✿･ﾟ

Ohoho... free photobooth from Air New Zealand.

They were advertising and promoting some flights to some city in Japan... :D

before I went home, I visited Koh Stevie and Cik Gita's apartment...

The apartment is so nice and ... 

She gave me jelly !! and thiss lovely book (´｡✪ω✪｡｀)

aaaa.. like it so muchh...

I always be a big fan of Koh Stevie's drawing...

Check his awesome artworks 

STEVIEDRAWS

and you can get his awesome iphone case and another merchandises 

from Society6 here.

Yeahh... 

I was so happy (´౪`)

See you guys on my next post,

have a nice day, good luck and

GOD BLESS YOU ALL 

xoxo,

calosanema